gibberish

i have bizillion things to do. audits. reports. recommendations.audits. reports. feedback. audits. reports. audits. reports.reports. audits.

but here i am, staring at my monitor---blank. well, now writing-- writing nonsense.

my fingers are numb with coldness. i'm freezing because of the f****ing vent above me. i can't do audits as my mind lingers somewhere else every time i try to concentrate. mindless reading. i've been reading the same email for 4x now and haven't got any clue on what the customer nor the agent is talking about. been on the same excel page for three days now. can't finish this d*** report that was due 3 days ago.

my teeth ache. my throat's sore. i feel sleepy due to lack of enough sleep. i just ate but i want to eat something. i don't know what. maybe later i can figure it out. one of my HS friends just texted:

"falling in love is like looking at the stars. if you pick one out of the billions and stare at it long enough, all the others just melt away..."

so? the hell i care. well, yeah... i care. arrrgh. let me go back to reality. i'm in the office. i need to finish my tasks. hah! geez.. fine. now signing off.

lamon

Dati, kapag nalulungkot ako bumibili lang ako ng chocolate o kaya ice cream. kung gaano kadami, depende kung gaano ka-depressed at kung magkano ang budget. minsan tama na yung cloud 9 o big bang tapos naging chooey choco. pag ice ream, pinakamalaki na ung pint size.

tapos naging sosyal ako. nag-feeling lang. naging toblerone, cadburry , etc. minsan, yung giant toblerone. inuubos ko lahat yun. minsan lang ako mamigay. tapos na-adik ako sa cake. particularly brazo ni mercedes. syempre dahil madami yun masyado, di ko mauubos. kaya naging mas generous ako. kulang na lang mag-rejoice ang mga houe mates ko pag depressed ako. kaw ba naman ang malibre ng wala namang okasyon.

siguro naging mas kumplikado yung mga nagiging problema ko nung magtagal. kasi, natuto na akong uminom ng unimom. basta me hindi magandang nangyari, maliit o malaking bagay man yan, inom! kaya lang, magastos. kasi andami ko naiinom. hindi kasi ako agad nalalasing. buti na lang at me mga taong magaling magtimpla ng toma.

ngayon, mejo mabait na ako. tsaka wala nako panahon uminom. wala na ko halos social life. kata eto, ang napapag diskitahan ko, pagkain!

grabe. lamon ng lamon. lamon sa bahay. lamon sa byahe. lamon sa opisina. lamon pag break. lamon pag lunch break. lamon kahit hindi break.

kanina lang, pagkagiising ko, nag pancit canton ako. tapos, me pandesal kasi sa bahay so nagbukas ako ng liver spread at kumain. nanood lang ako konti ng "house" tapos umalis na ko. pagdating ko sa office, nagugutom na naman ako. sabagay, breakfast ko yun. kailangan ko na mag-lunch. kumain ako. ng pesto. na me kasamang beef steak. na me kasamang burger. wala nang softdrinks. tubig lang. at naubos ko.

how is that? napi-feel ko pa, after lang ng mga ilang oras, magdi-dinner ako. no! di na pwede. yan lagi ang sinasabi ko. hanggang salita lang. di ko na madisiplina ang sarili ko.

sabi ng officemate ko, overworked daw kasi ako. i should relax some times. "coz if not, the next thing you'll know, you're bloated!"

whew! scary. but i don't know how to relax. coz as far as i know, kumakain ako to relax. at nagta-trabaho ako to break away from some other things. like depression?! i don't know. basta. haay, walanang patutunguhan 'to. i'm saying nonsense na. basta, anag point ko... ayaw ko nang lumamon pero lamon pa rin ako lamon! (disorder na kaya 'to?!)

Chill Attack

may pabugso-bugsong pananakit ng puso
at paninikip ng damdamin
nakatitig sa kawalan
hindi makausap, bigla-biglang umiiyak
nanlalamig, giniginaw
may panaka-nakang paninigas ng kalamnan
kinikilabutan, pinagpapawisan
may pangangaligkig
na tumatagal ng 3 hanggang 10 minuto
mawawala lamang pagpanaw ng ulirat.
Chill Attack.

Super Electron Bioman

Just had a mega-petix time with my boss. Reminiscing our childhood, we surf thru the net (haha!) and had some laughs with what we've got about Shaider and Bioman! Shaider kasi yung ring tone sa phone nya and we've all had LSS. Ayun, we ended up looking for more info about our childhood heroes!

Here's the first batch of what we've got. Just want to share it with you guys. Have some fun and watch out for more! :)

CHODENSHI BIOMAN is Toei's 1984 entry to the Super Sentai series. Super Sentai is a subgenre of the "henshin hero" (transforming hero) genre of Japanese science fiction. This genre started with 1975's Himitsu Sentai Goranger (Secret Task Force Five Rangers) and involved five heroes with different colored costumes fighting a monster-of-the-week. Since 1979's Bttle Fever J, the series has also been associated with giant robots, usually formed from different components piloted by the sentai heroes.

Bioman has five members, as is common with Japanese "sentai" teams. These members are Red One, the leader, Green Two, Blue Three, Yellow Four and Pink Five. There have actually been two Yellow Fours. The first one, Mika Koizumi, died in episode 10.


CHO-DENSHI BIOMAN (opening song)

Kimi no kokoro ni shirushi wa aru ka?
Tatakau tame ni erabareta
Sorujaa Sorujaa Baioman
Osorete ite wa dame da to
Kokoro ni dare ka no messeeji
Uchuu no aoi emerarudo
Chikyuu ni aku no te ga nobiru
Ba tto Baio Kurasshu Auto!
Itsutsu no ai ga yobiatte
Ba tto Baio Kurasshu Auto!
Aku wo saegiru kabe ni nare
Chou-Denshi Baioman
Kimi no kokoro ni yuuki wa aru ka?
Jikan wo koete erabareta
Sorujaa Sorujaa Baioman
Kurushii toki wa ima da to
Fushigi na chikara ga wakiagaru
Kodoku no ame ni utarete mo
Hitomi wa asu wo mite 'ru no sa
Ba tto Baio Kurasshu Atakku!
Itsutsu no chikara kasanareba
Ba tto Baio Kurasshu Atakku!
Tatakai no honoo wa moeagaru
Chou-Denshi Baioman
Ba tto Baio Kurasshu Auto!
Itsutsu no ai ga yobiatte
Ba tto Baio Kurasshu Auto!
Aku wo horobiru kaze ni nare
Chou-Denshi Baioman
Chou-Denshi Baioman

hehe.. i'll add some more when i have the luxury of time again! :)