Honesty (by Billy Joel)

If you search for tenderness
It isn't hard to find
You can have the love you need to live
But if you look for truthfulness
You might just as well be blind
It always seems to be so hard to give

Honesty is such a lonely word
Everyone is so untrue
Honesty is hardly ever heard
And mostly what I need from you

I can always find someone
To say they sympathize
If I wear my heart out on my sleeve
But I don't want some pretty face
To tell me pretty lies
All I want is someone to believe

Honesty is such a lonely word
Everyone is so untrue
Honesty is hardly ever heard
And mostly what I need from you

I can find a lover
I can find a friend
I can have security
Until the bitter end

Anyone can comfort me
With promises again
I know, I know, I know

When I'm deep inside of me
Don't be too concerned
I won't ask for nothin' while I'm gone

But when I want sincerity
Tell me where else can I turn
Because you're the one that I depend upon

Honesty is such a lonely word
Everyone is so untrue
Honesty is hardly ever heard
And mostly what I need from you...

wala akong maisip na pamagat

Gosh, i miss this guy!

i just finished reviewing some stuffs for an exam that i was supposed to take 3 hours ago. luckily or unluckily, we've got no news from our trainer (who is in India) if the exam will push thru. it did not. so there, i was no longer in the mood to work and i just decided to write something. but i was not in the mood to write. so i decided to read something... i don't know what's with me but my fingers just ended up typing his webbie.

and i realized. there reeeeeally is too much that i still don't know of this person. i was amused and bemused and amazed at what i read and learned. some were funny, some were insightful, some were debatable, some were interesting, some were just nonsense but worth reading anyways. hehe..

and i thought to myself. why am i not writing stuffs like these? oh, yeah.. i do. diaries, haha. maybe i just don't have the courage to let anyone see thru the very me. the psychotic me. hehe again. haayy

and i laughed! yes, and gosh i can't remember the last time i laughed that hard. the entries were just so funny that i was actually teary eyed when one of my officemates approached me to ask something. he then asked me why i was crying and thought i had a problem or something. sheesh, i have lots but i've realized that crying won't change a thing. wait, i think my tear ducts are just so used up they're no longer capable of producing tears during moments like that so it decided to be dormant. i can get teary eyed but just that. signs of eruption.

where was i? oh yeah, i said i miss this guy. reading his stuffs just make me remember the old times. those days when we'll just sit and chat and talk about all things until forever. we'll laugh about how stupid we've been at some point in our lives, and laugh at other people as well. i miss the good laughs. the good conversation. beautiful and funny stories. debates. or just the thought of hanging around doing nothing. we haven't been in touch for quite some time now...

yuh. i miss my friend in him.

(hmmm, in case you're reading this, i'm not galit. tampo lang.)

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