Tears Naturale.

They say that our eyes could do with extra moisture from time to time. It’s for the momentary relief of pain, discomfort and irritation. And I agree to that.

But it’s been like this for quite a while. Everything is a blur, it makes me less eager to work and stare at my monitor. The haziness causes my head to throb in ache and there’s this deep feeling of distress inside me for like eternity.

I’m trying to look at the things differently; trying to think that this is after all a blessing- everything will be ok soon. But when will I cease to need it? I’m uncertain of how long I can bear it.

That’s my eye drop I’m talkin’ about. Believe it. Or not.

no rain...

i'm finding it difficult to muster all my strength and patience.
i am trying to look at the brighter side of things
but i'm beginning to lose hope.
it just seems bleak
as if doomed to failure.
i am not sure how long i can stand this.
the longer it takes, the more tiring it becomes.
it isn't funny anymore.
and i'm raving and ranting again.
but there's just no growth!
it's been and will probably be a very long drought.