no rain...

i'm finding it difficult to muster all my strength and patience.
i am trying to look at the brighter side of things
but i'm beginning to lose hope.
it just seems bleak
as if doomed to failure.
i am not sure how long i can stand this.
the longer it takes, the more tiring it becomes.
it isn't funny anymore.
and i'm raving and ranting again.
but there's just no growth!
it's been and will probably be a very long drought.