Repentance

Once in a desert, t'was a moonless night,
'was wandering alone, wondering why
People commit sin, don't do what's right,
Don't follow the light, just like me. Fie!
Walking, walking, then something happened
The whole place vanished; and I, too, disappeared.
Then alone stood Christ whose face was dampened
With tears, saying, "My child, that's what I feared."
"It's just a dream," my brain told me,
"Just wake up now, let come what may,"
But hearing words from our Lord Almighty
my heart rebutted, "I want to pray."
Then tears fell on my cheeks as I bent my knee
I hope He'll still accept me wholeheartedly...

Got to believe [in Magic]?

Naiinis ako sa mga katangahang pinaggagagawa ko...


I feel so foolish for letting myself believe that there was still hope.
I feel so pathetic.
Nakakainis..


Why do i always have to say yes?
Why can't i just say no?
Why do i have to long for [him]?
Why can't i let go?


Naiinis ako sa kabobohan ko...


Bakit ba nag- 'Got to believe in magic' pa ako...

An Angry Lady's Angst

Grrr... grrr..
Sad and disappointed
Mad and irritated
Feeling bad and frustrated
Grrr... grrr..

Argh! Arrgh! Arrrgh!
I hate this feeling
Argh! I hate the hurting
Argh! I hate when it's evening
Another day passed, and I'm still wanting...

Oh, Lord! I thought I'm over.
Oh Lord! Now i discover..
I couldn't handle it myself
Strengthen me and remove my grief..

You are my strength, you are my life
Help me resolve, Oh Lord, this strife.
Guide me, guard me.. empower me..
Help me forget him [who] bedevils me!