Sunday, June 19, 2005

Balon_


Malalim ang balon..
madilim
nakakatakot. Masyadong tahimik subalit
naririnig ko ang pag-inog ng tubig sa loob.


Parang nakikita ko ang pagtining
na nag-aanyayang ako'y bumaba at makipaglaro.
Nakakatakot. Parang ako'y bubulusok.


Lumalakas ang paanyaya.
Ang bawat pagsilip ko'y isang pakikipagsapalaran
subalit hinahayaan ko lamang.


Ako'y nilalamon. unti-unti..
Nawawala ang liwanag. dumidilim.
Ayoko! Hindi dapat
Ngunit masarap..


Natatakot ako.
Tulungan mo ako.
Ayokong manatili sa karimlang ito..
Baka hindi ako makaahon.

Friday, June 10, 2005

Happy Anniversary Wave 7!

Akalain nyo, naka-isang taon na kami! Oh well, hindi man lahat sa amin e nanatili pa rin sa Sprint-IBM eCare, this blog entry is dedicated to Wave 7..

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karen.dotti.dennis.brian.dex.didis


Mabuhay ang mga tumagal! Good luck sa tin.. tsk tsk. :D

Thursday, June 09, 2005

Ang Misteryo ng Komodo Dragon

Natatandaan mo pa ba nung nag-text ka sa akin at tinanong ako kung gusto kong mag-kape? Sabi ko oo, kaya pagkatapos ng trabaho, agad tayong dumiretso sa di kalayuang Starbucks..

Hindi naman kalamigan ang gabi pero sa hindi maipaliwanag na dahilan, parang nagyeyelo ako. Dahil sa kaba siguro. Ngayon lang nangyari to simula nung magkakilala tayo..

Lagi tayong sabay kumain sa canteen. Ang kakatwa pa, mas nag-e-enjoy tayong maglunch sa 15-minute breaks. Naalala ko tuloy, ang hilig hilig mo sa gulay. Ang hilig mo pang mang-agaw. Kulang na lang ubusin mo ang baon ko.

Kapag lunch time na, nagkukwentuhan lang tayo. Kapag tapos na ang lunch, nagkukwentuhan pa rin. Kahit oras na ng trabaho. Walang pakialam hanggang sa mapagalitan na tayo..

Hawak ko na ang Decaf Komodo Dragon Blend na binili mo para sa akin pero nanginginig pa rin ako sa lamig. Nagngangalit ang mga ngipin ko.

Malapit sa pasilyo ang pinili mong puwesto. Hindi masyadong maliwanag, pero pakiramdam ko, nakikita ako ng lahat ng tao. Nararamdaman ko ang mga tingin nila.. parang naririnig ko pa nga ang mga salitang binibigkas nila. Pero higit sa lahat, hindi ako mapakali dahil sa presensya mo.. at sa mga titig mo. Lalo akong nanlalamig.

Mga ilang minuto din na nakaupo lang tayo. Hindi ko mainom ang mainit na kape habang panay ang higop mo sa Ethiopia Sidamo. Hindi ka ata napapaso.

Hindi kagaya ng dati, hindi ko alam ang sasabihin ko. Hindi ko alam kung ano ba ang dapat nating pag-usapan. Hinihintay ko na lang na ikaw ang magsimula. Ikaw naman ang nag-aya. Ikaw naman ang mas madaldal.

Hangang sa hindi na ako mapakali. Hindi ka pa rin nagsasalita. Parang gusto kong sabihin na kulitin mo naman ako. Gaya ng lagi mong ginagawa. Katulad kani-kanina lang. Bago mo ako ti-next habang magkatabi lang naman halos tayo. Pero walang salitang lumabas sa bibig ko. Pakiramdam ko tuloy ay pipi ako.

Hanggang sa nagsalita ka sa wakas. Tinanong mo kung ano ang gusto kong gawin bago umuwi. Bakit naman pag-uwi kaagad ang iniisip mo?

Katahimikan.
Katahimikan.

"Magkwento ka muna. Ayoko pang umuwi.."

Humigop ka na naman ng kape. Ginaya tuloy kita.

"Hwag na. ibahin naman natin ngayon. Masaya din pala kapag tahimik ang paligid. Anong gusto mong gawin bago umuwi?"

Huh? Bakit ba pag-uwi talaga ang nasa isip mo? at bakit masaya ka? Bakit ako hindi? Bakit parang nagluluksa ang loob ko? Bakit parang maiiyak na ako?

Nangilid na ang luha ko.. tumulo sa Decaf Komodo Dragon Blend ko. Noon ka lumipat sa tabi ko upang yakapin ako..

Mainit ang mga yakap mo pero nanlalamig pa rin ako. Sa wakas ay sinabi ko, "Ito lang naman ang gusto ko. Isang hug lang galing sa 'yo..bago ka umalis.."

Hindi ko na naubos ang Komodo kong me kahalo nang luha. Umiyak lang ako ng umiyak. Said and Sidamo mo.

Nang umuwi tayo, halos maga na ang mga mata ko. Ihahatid mo sana ako pero sabi ko, sa sakayan na lang. Baka lalo lang kita ma-miss..

Hindi ka na nagpakita. Hindi ka na rin nag-text. Hindi ka na nagparamdam pang muli simula nang gabing yun..Hindi tuloy kita napasalamatan.

Salamat sa Decaf Komodo Dragon Blend..


Tuesday, June 07, 2005

My Birth Month

Wala lang, this is from Alfred. Nakakaaliw lang kasi parang swak na swak! :D
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AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

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da va?! very me.. oh well, check this out. eto naman yung sa iba kong friends jan... astig! :D


Ben, bagay na bagay sa yo ang November!
Ket, (May) funny, pero marami ata yung nag-aaply sa yo?!
Don, (June) sakto lahat. alisin lang natin ang "brand conscious!" harhar!
Ian, walang kwenta nag description ng July sa yo.. masyadong conflicting!
Mich, (September)yun lang ata "must control oneself when criticizing" ang tama.. harhar!
Clariz, para sa October, pwede ba palitan yung "easily influenced" ng "influential"?
Pepot, (February) "loves aggresiveness" nga..
Alfred, sa January, equivalent ba yung "can budget successfully" sa "kuripot"?! :D

hehe.. para dun sa iba.. check nyo sa baba. :D
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JANUARY: Stubborn. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Never looks at people's flaws or weaknesses. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tense. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Loving and loyal. Loves children. Has great social abilities. Money cautious, can budget successfully.
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FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy.. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
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MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decor. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.
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APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.
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MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
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JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite. Has lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitates, tends to put things off. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Makes friends easily. Shows character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Easily bored. Fussy and stubborn. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious.
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JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Sometimes difficult to understand. Quiet unless excited or tense. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation for hard work. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly, but not always approachable. Emotionally temperamental. Moody and easily hurt. Witty. Not mean or revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and illogical things. Sensitive and forms friendships carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Broods about the past and misses old friends. Quiet, homey person. Has difficulty making new friends. Prone to having dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
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SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Stubborn. Quiet. Uncomfortable if have to talk to a group. Calm. Sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Secretive. Loves sports and leisure Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships.
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OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Sexy. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making new friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Loyal. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Honest, does not pretend. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.
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NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciates praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.
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DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy.. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.